Journaling

I read on a thread today someone was wondering about the WAW anger, someone said that anger is better than indifferent. Not sure about this. I have read every where that any feeling equals some attachment. My WAW is very angry but I do not think she has any attachment left for me. I for the most part feel nothing for her I am truly through with her, I wish it had a different ending but I only had ½ of a vote. I do not want her back but sometimes I wonder why she is so angry and why she uses the kids against me some things I guess I will never understand.

Someone else said they do not believe in checking on a WAW when there is separation, I do not agree with this at all. My kids still live in that house, and they should have the right to live there without bf hanging around so I have no problem documenting when I find him there. Divorce is war .


M40, W 37
M 11 1/2 y
T 13 y
D filed 5-18-10
S 5-29-10 OM1 discovered 6-5-10
Counter sued for d 6-16-10
OM2 discovered 8-10-10
OM3, OM4
4 kids 10, 7, & 3
D date 10-14-10
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