And get this, I went to drop off everything at my lunch break and L said he'd come out but was taking too long so I had to leave.
Well he emails me in all caps asking where I am and etc. I called him and he was really rude and rushed on the phone w/ me. WTF! I spent lots of $ for him to represent me in my D and did not appreciate his tone at all. I asked him if he was ok and he said yes, and that stbx's L is being horrible, that he hasn't given one piece of paperwork he's requested from him and that it's "bullsh-t" per his words. I get that he's upset but I don't like feeling like I'm being damn rushed on the phone and talked to like that. Grr. What can I say to him? I didn't dig that at all.
I just want this D to be over and fast. Once again, I think about just signing the house to him to be over w/ this damned thing. I have days I wish I never would have met stbx. I know that's dramatic but I think of how different things would be now had I never met him and how I wouldn't be dealing with this crap. I seriously doubt I'd ever get married again. This whole thing is so exhausting!
IR, I like your idea about putting those journals in boxes though I think it's prob best to just burn them or destroy them/toss them away forever. I want no memories of all this ugliness. Hard to believe how completely in love with stbx I was, thinking he'd always be there for me, no matter what. Gah!
[quote=ImprovedRomeoAnd that day will come and it'll feel like a huge accomplishment when you get there because of all you will have endured to get there. [/quote]
