So we meet with the Mediator next Tuesday it will be the first time that my stbxw and I have seen or spoken with each other since July 4th. I hope that I have detached enough to pull off calm cool and collected. However, I admit that I did not handle my emotions all that well yesterday and today when she emailed me. Thank god for this site, which allowed me to vent and speak to I was really thinking rather than make an a$$ out of myself to her.
