Well, unfortunately i am back......3 years later

[Ruikee]

So she asked me to go trick or treating with her and the baby. When i dropped him off, we got him dressed and started to walk. So she then says, i know you are not going to like this and it will be hard to take, but my pastor has been talking about forgiveness, and i have asked God to forgive me for marrying you. The marriage wasnt ordained by God, it was a convenience thing, i was a single mom, you had a great job and a nice home. I didnt say anything, just kept walking and smiling, then she asked how i felt about that, i said i am sorry you feel that way, but i disagree, our son wasnt conceived out of convenience. So we kept walking and trick or treating, then she says, you know there is absolutely no chance for reconciliation this time. I again didnt say anything and left it at that. Said goodbye to my son and went home, of course no sleep since that hurt alot. We went to mediation yesterday, concerning visitation. While we were waiting on the printouts, she started bout the mortgage. I told her i could not pay it this month, and she said you need to get a second job, and very angrily she says, how much child support did you give me last month, we have only been seperated for 3 weeks. I said i dont know what you want me to do, i cant even pay the mortgage, you are living with your folks for free, and still have income, then she says, then you explain to your son, why he cant eat. I didnt argue, just sat and prayed to myself that it would be ok.........