Hi GW, I was rereading your post on trying to figure out how he will react. I think your words must be very, very true... stop trying to figure out how he will respond as it is a huge waste of time...
Hard to do but will try to employee the best I can.
Zen, I think for now I will set up another account to correspond with the L. I can always change my password. In the meantime, I have been GALing my butt off and it is easily seen in my e-mail. I know it was torture for me to see his e-mails... for now I would like to think (positively?) that it may have the same influence on him. Lots of e-mails to jobs in this country and another... moving on is apparent there.
I can't help thinking about him very frequently still, but it is getting easier. I am sure this sounds pretty stupid but I really do think God has a plan for me. It may be to go through the enormous pain of R or it may be to improve myself, my relationship with Him, my family and move onto someone that wants to work on them self and a M as much as I do...
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
