WAW,,, wow

[Pensacolabroken]

Time,
I told her I have some things to discuss with her but we need to that at MC. We have an MC appointment next week that was supposed to be to figure out how to tell our son. She asked me if we can use that instead to discuss our marriage and working this out.

I also told her I will need openeness, and transparency to rebuild the trust. She said she understands. I made no other conditions. She asked that I simply be kind.

PMA, got it nothing for 48 hours. Yea it is a freaking crazy train. I will tell her I have a lot of thinking to do. Probably should sleep in my own bed tonight.

Dont want to regress and dont want to blow it. I alsso DONT and WONT be second string to the OM. no way.

thanks for the advice and comments folks. I am very appreciative.