WAW,,, wow

[Pensacolabroken]

WAW came home yesterday and again sat there crying. Same chair outside on the porch. I walked outside put the rugs out ( I was sweeping the floor) and went back inside. I ignored her.

She made dinner and then came into my room where I was reading and sat on my bed. She started crying and then told me she does NOT want a divorce. She said she is scared but she wants to go to MC and work on the marriage... I was and am STUNNED.

She asked me to sleep with her last night. Not sexual, we just laid there. She told me she loved me, and she was sorry for hurting me and she didnt want to throw away 20 years. She had our rings and our wedding picture out. She got up this morning and told me again she Does not want a divorce and wants to repair the marriage and knows it will be a long process. She asked me not to give up and to not stop trying.

Now WTF!?:!