House completion date is next Friday. After much negotiation we agreed on settlement. He talked me down to 70% of house sale only -no maintenence or any of his pension. He has big debt like me and cant find work.Could have fought for more but have run out of strength and money to pay soliciter. He e- mailed me that he didnt know what to say and that he would always care and think about me. Daughter says he is eaten up with guilt and its true.Now I am supposed to send off our decree absolute letter to court but I feel my hearts breaking all over again.I still think about him so much especially in the small hours.But 3 years on this nightmare is coming to an end and soon I will look for a retirement place and get on with the time I have left.
