Put a call into new IC on Friday afternoon. Maybe I'll get a call back today.

I kept busy this weekend. Went to see live music with my friend on Friday night. Saturday I went out to lunch with friends, and made plans for Saturday night but was too depressed to go anywhere or do anything so I took a 4 hour nap, and then had a drink or 2 when I woke up, and pretty much went back to bed shortly after that. Last night I went to lunch with a friend and to the beach with friends for sunset. Last night I felt miserable and depressed and my friend offered me a drink (or 3) but I refused because I know that even though it temporarily takes the edge off, over the long term it makes me feel no better at all, and I don't need to use alcohol as a coping mechanism.