What's da haps, man?

[soleil]

You sound strong to me.

It's nice to hear that definitely even if I don't feel it sometimes.

As for getting a new L, I won't do that because I don't feel like shelling out more $.

Isn't it amazing that he can sound all broken hearted etc in his texts but yet planning a full on warfare against you?

You've got that right.

The house is apparently worth less than what we spent on it. I am so lost on this thing. Sometimes I think I should just sign it over and be done. He is the one living there anyway. I've got to get some copies of paperwork to my L. I feel like I have no energy today.

Over the weekend, I went to a Halloween costume party with HG. We kissed. We've been out 6 times now and I am liking him and we spend a lot of time talking, for hours sometimes. I do feel conflicted. I asked him if he thought we were going too fast and he said No. He's been very good about not touching me, keeping his hands to himself/stuff like. I had a good weekend--last night my family and I went to dinner to a place where stbx and I used to always go and I felt the tears welling in my eyes. Came home and cried in the shower. I've been really good about not crying lately but last night I just had at it.

I found out I've got an A in one of my courses and this makes me happy. I have another exam this week.