BTW, the most amazing thing happened last night... nothing to do with H.

I had sent my brother, a long time alcoholic, a letter lovingly addressing his health and how much I care for him and want him to get healthy.

Last night (2 weeks later) he called. It had affected him greatly. I sounded sober... first time I have heard the real him in years. We sat talking and crying about our crappy childhood and how we can't let that affect our lives now except to grow from it. Just had to share. I can't believe the power of words sometimes.

I was finally pushed to write this letter because of my current situation. Some good continues to come from this.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."