I live to give my wife shoulder rubs and back rubs. I could describe every mole, freckle or otherwise. I miss her. Treasure those memories for now, God willing, soon she will to. And miss making them with you. Tonight, I had a crisis of belief in what I'm doing with my life right now. I was working (getting in a lot of overtime this week) and I just started to crumble. I went on break and went out to the parking lot and cried to the Lord for some hope. After break I went to my machine (I work in a machine shop, if it's made of metal, we can make it) and turned up the radio. This usually doesn't help as all we can get is a country station. I like country but not right now, (quickest way to want to put a gun in your mouth ) Anyway it was actually playing good upbeat music and helped my night go quicker and brought out my hope. Helps that I was working alone tonight and could turn it up all the way and sing as loud as I wanted to. Btw, It's a little gross, but we'll let it slide.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
) Anyway it was actually playing good upbeat music and helped my night go quicker and brought out my hope. Helps that I was working alone tonight and could turn it up all the way and sing as loud as I wanted to. Btw, It's a little gross, but we'll let it slide. 
