Always and Forever??????

[irishblessings]

Spur of the moment dinner invite from friends - all couples and me. Couples that H and I used to do things with / really lovely people - family people.

Splurged on college basketball tickets for S and myself. Shouldn't have but I am going to push myself to get out a little more.

Still probably wondering too much what H is doing...he is so far removed from the life we have lived. I am going to really work over the next two months to enjoy the holidays, family, friends and especially my kids.

Was wondering what people say to others when they ask what's going on...as I start to go out to my S's games and people ask how I am and such - what's the right answer. The truth is "crushed but coping" - not sure what the right thing is.