feelings as OW seems to be on way out

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I let X have supper w/us. He talked w/me a little bit and I realized that he gets on my nerves. Still.

And I feel somewhat taken advantage of again. I feel as if I have to do a thousand favors for him before he'll do one for me. Yes, he has been ill, but I think he could drag that out for months or years instead of doing what he can to help me out w/D.


I am thinking that if this serious health incident didn't cause him to rethink how he has treated me, or how he sees me, nothing ever will.