I know I have lots of challenges ahead of me. I can't think
of anyone I would want to be around more than you guys right now.
It's one hell of a support group.
You mention you feel pain, but you are also getting better.
What are you doing with the pain when you feel it?
I'm going to tell you what I was told at the beginning and still took me 2 months to get to. GO TO THE GYM. It works.
Instead of coping with the pain via outward anger(Not that you are doing this) and pain or turning it inward, learn to release it. Just the power of exercise can make everything a little better.
I haven't read your sitch, maybe you are doing this already. If you're not, I can't even begin to tell you how much it will relieve pain/stress/anger. You have to just do it and see for yourself. It will also make you stronger through this situation. Not just muscle, but emotional strength.
