What is driving your decision to want to date? Figure that out. And look at it. Does it serve you and the man you want to be? Are you beholden to a fear inside of you.
I haven't made the decision to date. It's just that someone comes along that is beautiful, intelligent, and that I actually have a connection with. That made me question why not date.
Also to be honest it feels pretty damn good. I mean to be at a place of self respect(still work in progress) and having a sense of self worth feels good; but to get the attention from the likes of what I'm getting attention from. It kinda twists the whole thinking.
Several people are aware and have given me some of the best damn advice possible. That advice will be followed. Why? Well when I first came on these boards I made a mistake of not following some of that advice and I pretty much went backwards down a slip n slide. Now I'm listening. I'm dissecting that advice, and I'm following through on my decision making skills. If there is doubt if it works, it will not happen.
I am Human, but I'm aware. My knowledge is there. To actively date is not in the best interests of myself at this time. Not to mention the collateral damage that could result.
