Finding My Way

[Mystik]

Did ok around H today. He was going to take DS trick or treating at the mall but got there too early, it started at the time we meet. He called me right before I got to the mall to let me know, so I offered to let him take DS around for a bit while I waited but he said it would be another ten minutes before they started ToT at the mall and he just wouldn't get to ToT with DS this year. When he dropped off DS I was polite, didn't tear up or anything.

Been feeling better the past couple days. I think it's because the old bat showed up so my emotions are more stable, and that I've been praying more and asking for God to help me do what ever it is I need to do for H to come home. I feel so strongly that H is going to come back, it's just a matter of being patient. Not sure if I'm slowly going crazy and convincing myself of that, or if it's God speaking to me.