Knowing he has taken notice of my good mood and knowing he has access to my e-mail and has monitored it... I can't help wondering how I can use it to my advantage.
Any WAS out there that could think of anything that would have gotten their attention had they read it in LBS's e-mail?
Things that seem to bother him: people talking about him (currently paranoid and very guilty feeling), his reputation as he is currently very well thought of, his appearance, my chipper mood... that's all I can think of for now.
Ok, just a thought. I am continuing to feel the relief of virtually NC (except when necessary at work), and insisting that he not talk about our personal issues at work (anticipate having to reiterate this again with him but at least I know I can do it...). Church was again great last night, my cases/patients are incredibly interesting and rewarding this week, I will submit my paper today and I am just all-around feeling good about myself. Truly feel like it is his loss right now. I know I have things to change about myself and I am/have become very capable of this change. It has been a horrible/fantastic journey...onward.
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
