I dont go out of the house.. I am trying too hard.

I go out and enjoy myself, I am trying too hard.

the advice is to let go. I am truly doing it. I reported the results and I am still not doing the right thing?

M:42
W:39
S:9
M:20
T:25
D-bomb: 30 Sep 10
Wife changed her mind: 31 Oct 10
Working on it: 31 Oct 10