Ok so here I am...reading forums and posts of other DBERS. Gives me strength.
Today something happened that I wonder of it was wise. We had a verbal fight. Aaarghh!!! Don't know if I could have avoided it but H can be so unreasonable. He has double standards, what applies to him does not apply to me and vice versa. He always finds ways of explaining it away. Don't really know what to do coz trying to talk to him will always end up in a fight of words. And lately when we fight we always throw the D word in when what I want is a better and happier marriage. I am not letting him see that our fight has gotten to me but it hurts. Still I a happy in that I am actually looking forward to my future, without him being the centre, but things I wanna do for myself and my S.
