Had a call from my wife today about the kids, etc
I ended up asking about us!! I know i know!!!
Anyway i told her i except its over, it hurts, i miss her, but i'm moving on and think a divorce would be best for us to move on, i accepted i made mistakes, but said i was more content alone, not happier yet!
She seemed taken back, asked me how many people i had told, she hasn't thought about d yet, said she was more relaxed to be away from me no arguing, i agreed i was the same !
She mentioned money and i said that she had made a decision and now had to get on with it!
She then made an excuse to go, i said fine and put the phone down, not sure what to think of everything going on, do i push to d, for my own sanity, its not what i really want though, or do i just sit tight for now??