I don't think I would have had the awareness to really commit to learning and growing MYSELF if I were engaged in another relationship.
I don't think I could either. I wouldn't of known this 2 months ago. You say "Would have" as in past tense, is it safe to say you could now?
It's a very mixed feeling I have, but I'm sticking with what works for me. Just hope I can keep temptation at arms length. It's not sex that's driving the temptation. It's the connection.
This is completely a new facet of my sitch and whatever the hell I'm doing it's being seen by others.
