I feel much more capable of doing just that. I feel a lot less pressure here at work if he will actually respect the fact that I don't want to talk about the D here.

I meet with my L on Monday. He wants to put it in writing that I do not have to respond to the D filing until at least after my grand rounds seminar (Dec. 3). This will for sure upset him that I don't trust his 'word'... he has proven that I can't so I think the L is right to insist on this. Unfortunately, I am the one that will have to deal with his reaction...

Trying not to think about it/anticipate it but I know him well enough to expect a knee-jerk reaction from him.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."