W out of town for the weekend visiting w/ her family. She has D3. I was never a Halloween fan, but heartbreaking that I won't b with them to see D3 trick-or-treating. This is the first holiday not together as a family. Even for July 4th (after W had left) we still spent the day as a family. Been communicating w/ W since last night (text and phone call.) Encouraging communication, but still wish I was with them. D3 had asked me to be with her for Halloween - in front of W she said she is dressing as a fairy and asked what I will be - knowing I won't be there I replied 'a ghost.' It was kind of a sarcastic remark for W to hear, but it slipped out.
