Not one, but two dreams about wayward H last night. Woke up sweaty and shaky from both. H coming toward me, saying 'I'm sorry' and me pushing H away saying 'no, you're not sorry, you're sorry you got caught'.

Meanwhile, in RL, friend who left her H to have A & move in w/OM, is asking how to get her H back. I'm talking to her to (maybe) get some insight as to where cheating H may possibly be. Her saying 'I can never forgive myself' & 'H is the only person I've ever trusted/loved'. Me: thinking, cop-out.

Also, in RL: H trying to friend my RL friends/coworkers on FB. Wtf??? I've blocked H, H has blocked me, OW has blocked me, I blocked her. So ... what gives???


M & H: 40
M: 5.5 T: 7.5
OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09
Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10

still m'd, unsure how to procede

Soapie:
1: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized1
2: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized2
3: http://tiny.com/vulcanized3