Not one, but two dreams about wayward H last night. Woke up sweaty and shaky from both. H coming toward me, saying 'I'm sorry' and me pushing H away saying 'no, you're not sorry, you're sorry you got caught'.
Meanwhile, in RL, friend who left her H to have A & move in w/OM, is asking how to get her H back. I'm talking to her to (maybe) get some insight as to where cheating H may possibly be. Her saying 'I can never forgive myself' & 'H is the only person I've ever trusted/loved'. Me: thinking, cop-out.
Also, in RL: H trying to friend my RL friends/coworkers on FB. Wtf??? I've blocked H, H has blocked me, OW has blocked me, I blocked her. So ... what gives???
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10