Aver, I just read what happened. I am so sorry you have to deal with knowing this information. I am pretty sure most people would be set back into depression (I will if it happens to me) with this information.
Please keep posting so we can keep an "eye" on you. (((Avermont))) I think you remember all the things you are supposed to do to take care of yourself, but it isn't just "hot air." You really need to do those things: sleep, eat, vent, anti d's, therapy so you don't get sick physically or mentally.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004