You r probably right, just a slip or somekind of feelings of attachment kicking in. Even as an accident, I will put it in the positive category. He has mad quite a few slips like that. All part of my evil plan of course.
I'm in such an odd mood today. So many ups, then down moments, but what has really surprised me is how well I have kept going. No melt downs, even seeing his FB page was kind of just a bump in the road. A big bump, but I called a friend, vented for a few minutes, and went back to work. I was even able to concentrate on getting my work done.
I feel like I am starting to really and truly detach from him and his drama. I'm not all the way detached, but maybe H is picking up on this. Maybe he is afraid I won't stick this out. I do have the coice to leave at any time. I'm not to that point, but I may eventually get there.
Anyway, it is his decision to make, even if he ain't right in the head when he does. If it is wrong and he regrets it later, he will have to live with that. If it were my decision to make, he never would have moved out in the first place.
