It's Over, and I want to Move On!

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IDU,

Things are looking up a little. My head is doing much better, but I still have a cough that is hanging on. I am doing okay today.

I had to take out a horrible loan that I am not sure I can afford to ever payback. I had to do it for the hearing next Tuesday. I will probably have to file for Bankruptcy before all is said and done. Not my first choice, but I have to do what I have to do to survive until I can start living again. I will not let my kids down or ever stop fighting for what is right. She will not win this fight. My resolve and determination has never been stronger. STBXW is not going to ruin my life anymore. I maybe ruinned financially, but it stops there. My kids I will fight to my death for them. They need a father, and I will always be there for them.

I do think I will be hired. I am meeting with the President of the company for a third time. The only reason that I am beating out 400 other candidated for the position is my follow-up with him. I like that and my honest upfront discussions. If it is not a go, I will fight for a very prominent role during the day in my kids lives. I do not think the MIL should have the right to care for the kids while I have been unemployed during this time.

I do believe that I have the money for the attorney, so it is time to fight for my rights. I will not give anything to her in this whole ordeal.

I am going to win this for me and the kids.

Life has to get better, and I am a day closer to that happening. Tomorrow or the next day could be that day, so I have to keep hope alive forever.

Anyways, I appreciate you rooting for me, and I am rooting for you. I am sorry for not commenting directly on your thread, but I am praying for you. Don't give up your hope, IDU!!!