Judo,

You sound just like me two months ago. DB and GAL for yourself! Sure there is hope...I hope to win the $200 million lottery or have free reign for the rest of my life in the Playboy mansion laugh As I said in another post "I couldn't be more detached unless I had amnesia" If my W would come back I and I have not thought about that in a long time I would want to know her motive and then she would have to prove herself beyonf belief that she believes in this M.

DB and GAL for yourself if she comes back great, but you both would have to work on the M or risk coming back to this sitch. If she does not come back then you are prepared to move on to a bigger and better life!