I know with out a doubt my people picker is broken. We are sitting at the holiday season and I find that I am rite back at the spot of I miss my family. By this I mean my ex H and my son of the heart (his son). Because I feel this great yearning I have drawn the conclusion that I am not quiet over my H and need to take a step back from the guy that I was seeing. So I haave cut strings from that and have no plans of dating or letting anyone other then friends close for a very very long time. I am unfortunatly probably still to attached to my past to try and make a future with anyone besides my children. And that is where I feel I am best for now and a long time until I figure out what and how to heal from the other scars wounds and fragments of days gone by.
t=5.5yrs m=4 kids=4 (8,9,10,&11) I dropped the bomb 10-09 regaining myself in house seperation 9-6-09 divorce final 4-19-10 Moved out 9-17-09
