Originally Posted By: Upside
There was a poster from a few years back that had gone through his own MLC. He had several names...finally_free, happy_again and happyincognito.

Here is one posting where he spoke about his withdrawal...

Originally Posted By: happy_again
Was there ever a time when you completely withdrew from your W and had not contact for a long period of time?

I think I went about 3 months at one point but i drove by the house a few times and once parked outside the kids school to see them playing outside. you must understand that it wasnt because i didnt love my family or want them i was just so mixed up in my head that each time i went to visit them i would leave feeling so much guilt and anger at myself and the situation.i did think about them dozens of times a day.each time i was out i would see something that reminded me of them a song on the radio Allies favorite coffee or something for one of the kids.there were times when I would call home and if there was a tone in her voice I would take it as her having an attitude and I would berate her and yell at her for making me feel like [censored]. now tell me who in their right mind does that to someone they love?


Here are links to some of happy_again's threads where he posts about his MLC experience... he could be rather loutish but also effective in getting his point across.

I am still running in the other direction

Maybe.................

Finally free is not where it's at

Finally free part 2

FINALLY_FREE IS NOT WHERE IT'S AT PART 3



thanks Lance - but there were threads he wrote in 2006, when he was still very much in his MLC, poke with anger etc... the top one was the first I think...

Where'd that one go?


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