I am glad your spirits are high. We really don't know what is going to happen in our lives. I believe we have to let go of the things in our lives that our toxic. Your ex is toxic right now. You are a wonderful, beautiful, person who has given this ride the best effort I have ever seen. Your ex has to let God heal him, not you.

I am so much more at peace then I ever was because of something someone said to me. She said you can still love your ex and hold him in your heart. That will never change and no one can take that away from you. Focus on all the wonderful memories and let him go. He may or may not want to return, but he is still in your heart.

Love Trusting

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11