You are going to look back at this a few weeks from now and be amazed how far you have come. Trust me. Been there, done that. We have all hit rock bottom from the bomb and in different ways.
You can handle it as Pinhead so accurately says. I see strength in you. Think about what your son needs from today, tomorrow, and next week too.
One day at a time. The rollercoaster will slow down
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11