I'm losing my mind ight now. I just lost a friend because her and her husband (my life long friend) are going through similiar [censored] and I ended up in the middle inadvertently.
I feel hopeless and somewhat suicidal. My dad isn't around to talk to. I'm sharing this here just to get it out. I'm not giving up. I'm going to continue to work on me and be there for my son.
Trying to detach but I can't atm. I just want o call my wife and beg and plead. Why is this such a roller coaster?
