Well, unfortunately i am back......3 years later

[Ruikee]

Well after successfully DBing 3 years ago, i am back. The thing that is different now, we have a 20 month old son now. Very sad, as i have waited this long to have a child, in the hopes i have my act together, so he would not have to endure what i did as a child.
Weird thing, is this has happened every 3 years almost to the month. Once we reconciled the last time, i asked her to promise me, if it got bad again, grab me by the hands, sit me down, and tell me its bad again. That did not happen. After an argument about dishes, i had to call 911 because she attacked me. Of course this probably was not the deal breaking arguement, but im sure stuff has been building up over time once again. I know some are saying i am jumping the gun, but i immediately listed the house, because last time she refuesed to help out with any of the bills and i ended up seeling off everything i owned. Im not going to do that again, as i now have a son i need to take care of. Again she left and went to her parents home. Im on the fence this time as i do not want this happening in another 3 years causing the children so much instability and pain. I do lover her and have no desire to be with anyone else. But it is getting really old. Just focusing on myself and being the best father i can be. I successfully DB'd last time, so i can offer what i know here. You can look up my old sitch if youd like, please feel free to comment or ask any questions.