Okay, so I read a while back about something called 'Liminal Depression.' I don't remember where I read it, but the term stuck in my head. If I remember correctly, it has something to do with the MLC person actually begins to question the choices they've been making. Is that accurate?
Another question. Early on there was a period - before I found out my wife was talking to DJ - where my gut kept telling me something was not right, but I could not put my finger on exactly what was going on. It took a seeming random action like me flipping through the phone bill to discover the EA. The words I would use to describe that early intuitive 'feeling' are feelings like 'dread', 'fear', a sort of "something's not right, why do I feel a bad storm coming?" kind of emotion.
Fast forward to the present. I'm getting that gut feeling again. It's a much more 'positive' vibe, but still filled with uncertainty. Lately, I've been getting this really strong sense of "Something is wayyy different here...in a good way...but I don't know what the hell it is."
I suppose I'm just wondering how much of an impact (if any) intuition might play along this MLC path/journey?
