Aver, I love the advice Gypsy gave you. I hope that you can take that to heart and find yourself moving in that direction. I also look forward to the day we get to hear about you throwing away your crying towel. Maybe you'll even burn it! The day will come when you won't need it.
The recent developments have put you back on the roller coaster. That has happened to me as well. But I find that the down dips are not so sharp and low and I am starting to climb back up sooner and higher.
