I want to be part of the group...

[Jstar]

the past few weeks, i have noticed myself change in some respects or be more me. i have always loved my job, but even more so now, i feel as though i am forging stronger relationships with my students and having more fun.

i must thank them today for just being them and brightening my life.

i no longer worry about decisions i make with h in mind, gee maybe i am detaching, that would be great since he does not want me or love me, his shame. still hurts but whatever.