It is hard. I have been alternating between the past and all the things I want to hold on to and will mourn.. and the future, where my anger and pity at her for what she did and continues to do, propells me to go on and stop looking back.
M:42 W:39 S:9 M:20 T:25 D-bomb: 30 Sep 10 Wife changed her mind: 31 Oct 10 Working on it: 31 Oct 10
