I haven't posted in a couple days. Nothing to report excpet I seem to be emerging from my funk. I still miss my W, and I still spend too much time thinking about her.
One of the things I've been thinking about is the "friends" discussion I will undoubtedly have with W at some point in the coming months. She has alluded to it a ton of times. I don't know if I totally believe this, but here is what I'd like to say right now:
W, I understand you think we make better friends than lovers. I don't. Moreover, you cheated on me, then dumped me and in the precess two marriages ended. You don't seem to think that was wrong and you continue to pursue OM. I think your actions were totally selfish, disrespectful and morally wrong. You have changed and I just don't think I want a person that would do such things in my life; you or anyone else.
Maybe at somepoint you'll come to see that your actions were wrong and that there were much better ways to handle it. If you ever get there, look me up.
Thoughts?
M:37 W:34 M:4 years T:6 years No Kids A disclosed - 9/1/2010 W asks for separation - 10/19/2010 Moving on - 10/24/2010 A ends (and I believe her) - 12/2010 Content - 3/1/2011 Served - 3/18/2011 D Day - 6/20/2011
