Chatting briefly online today with the ex-boyfriend. He has a bad habit of sending me links to music videos without thinking of the significance of the lyrics. I used to think it was his subconscious, now I think he's just clueless. We have an agreement I won't read anything into any lyrics he sends me.
Today we were talking briefly about how I was trying to get over him and start dating - and he sends this Seal video where he's fondling his wife Heidi Klum and singing lyrics like "you belong to me and I belong to you". I called him on it and told him that's a video you should only send to a woman you loved. (btw, his girlfriend arrives tomorrow for a visit). If that wasn't his subconscious I don't know what is.
Then my East Coast admirer called and chatted with me for an hour or so. He's quite enamored of me and I like him, I think (we've never met) but so far he doesn't seem to have any concrete plan as to how we might meet, other than thinking maybe I'll have to go to some conference someday in his neck of the woods.
Then tonight I accepted an invitation to go for a drink with a 34 year old guy I met online. What the heck, huh? And he turns out to be tall, cute, funny, smart, and a very good kisser who thinks I'm a "hottie". I'm torn between being pleased (he was a very good kisser!) and horrified (I could be his mother!).
I never was one of those girls who juggled multiple men, even when I was a cute young 20-something.
