She's in MLC, but I was weak. Now what?

[crushednstuck]

yeah, its difficult trying to convince friends and family that this is a process I'm entering - especially when I have not totally convinced myself of it. They are rooted in retribution, for very good reason...they love me and want a pound of flesh from those that have hurt me.

Yet, when explaining the looooong process to others, you really appreciate how exceptional the people here are when its reinforced how many others would char the earth and walk away.