Congradulation on coming to the other side. Now, it's up to you to keep it that way.
The thing I still see is, you're codependence on your W and W being part of your future. W may never come to the healthy start which you are taking. To some degree you're allowing W to hold the keys to the jail. Do you not believe God has someone else out there whom is as healthy as you have become? How much of your life are you willing sit there waiting?
Life isn't a dress rehersal, you get one shoot to make a difference!
