It's kind of fun when us boys play around, isn't it?! Laughter has great healing power.
Now, it sounds to me like you are getting way too attached way too fast! IMHO. I understand it must feel great to have someone be interested in every aspect of your life. It's all new to both of you. IT'S NEW AND EXCITING. Remember, the excitement wears off. Enjoy every minute of it and, much like DB'ing, try not to have any expectations of what may or may not happen in the future.
You finally have you life back after being put through such an emotional roller coaster for the past few years. It's time to enjoy the moment!
BTW, I play the guitar, also. I play several other instruments as well. I started playing the s-x when I was 16 and have been taking lessons ever since. I'm getting pretty good at it but I still feel the need to practice a lot. I would really like to start taking lessons again, practicing all alone really gets boring.
Enjoy the moments. Take lessons. Don't look too far ahead.
