but is it odd that with all the emotions I also feel some relief?
It's normal to feel relief at first especially when you have a little time to yourself away from the drama.
Because... let's be honest. Having an affair is disrespectful and abusive of your spouse (abusing their trust, disregard for their feelings and so on). It's all very invalidating and abusive all at the same time, and the first thing that hits you when you stop reacting and start acting... is the calmness after the drama.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-
