OK 25 - you are right. And I did re-read. I'm really not this much of a slow learner. I have been dark from H since July 30th. No visuals - little to no interaction at all. No stalking...just working, parenting, trying to heal. Yes I do backslide. Not proud of it.

I do feel as if I am navigating in a foreign land. I am extremely self-conscious and nervous about doing or saying something "wrong." I do a lot of things with the kids and with some close friends - I am struggling to define who I am.

If I can ask - how did you overcome your grief?

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time