you're cycling downward again. You have to stop that disordered thought pattern and redirect it. Seriously. You need to go re read the posts that you say helped you. I posted to you on the 20th so please go see that as well as other posts.
You can do this.
Good luck,
J


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change