H was 26 minutes late dropping off DS tonight. He made sure to open the back driver side door so I could see the infant car seat that is newly installed. It was a punch in the gut seeing it there. This nightmare is becoming more and more real and it's killing me. I think it would be less painful if H had used a butter knife to cut my chest open and remove my heart one chamber at a time without anesthesia. It also didn't help that I realized It is going to be my stepson, seeing as H and I are still married. Can someone just kill me now so this pain will stop?
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