Journaling I spoke to my husband tonight....he mailed me Sunday at my job address said he wanted me to call him that he needed to talk to me...I called twice and he never picked up, so being the worry wart that I am I asked my daughter to call him for me cause I knew he would pick up for her...he was mad at me for telling his bros. and his sister that he was behind on his pyts... Of course blaming me again.... I told him when I spoke to his family it was not about him I might of mentioned he was behind a while ago..but I had to ask his sister for some money 2 weeks ago cause we were down to nothing in our fridge and I guess she called him and asked him if he was sending us any money...wanted to know what I was telling our daughter..... I got kind of mad and I told him I would do anything to get food on our table and if that meant calling some of his family then I would have to swallow my pride and call them... I kinda wanted to cry becuase I felt he was blaming me again. I told him to get a freaking job and to get her fat a** to get one too...was she more special than me?? I worked during our entire marriage why was she allowed to stay at home to take care of him. I asked him about the div. if this was what he really wanted..he said "well you signed the papers didnt you? I told him I had to sign them or I would be in default.he was worried what I was going to do on that day and I told him I was going to tell the truth that I didnt want a div. I told him I still, after all these yrs. I still love him and he can come home whnever he is ready. Bad div/busting but oh well....then I had a good cry after we hung up...he still blames me for everything of course who better to put the blame on... I told him the truth tonight, how I felt and n/c for me is so much better... He sounded so much like my old husband, his tone of voice has chg'd. Damn it I hate this!!!!!! Ya'll be blessed..... Irma
I'm sorry Irma that you have to go through this especially around the Holidays....I think that it was a good thing that you told him how you feel about him....no matter what happens next you did all you could....
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Irma, sorry you are where you are at, I know you wanted him to come home, but he is just too far gone. Stay tough on the support, you did what you had to do. You said what you needed to say, if he goes through with it, move on. Do not beg after this man, besides, you are a lot better looking than that guy. Hate to see what his OW looks like. I saw the pic of MWG's H's OW and she should divorce that dumb A$$ for shacking up with that bigfoot looking woman!
LOL.......Hi there....havent talked to you in a very long time.....dont get on F/B much, just to sort of look around.....yea I saw MWG husbands O/W....I thought she was a he.....MWG is wayyyyyyyy cuter than her....O/W looks very butchie.....lol Yea, I told him how I felt and that is all I can do.....I have healed alot but the holidays are always hard for most of us... I know I have to let it go and let God and for the most part I have. Can you believe it he was offended???, cause his bros and sissy know he hasnt been paying his C/S...how dare he make ME feel I am to blame for asking for help from them . I would do it again if I have to, when it comes to our daughter whether she goes to bed hungry or not I will do whatever it takes for her to have enough to eat. I told him to get her fat arse to work....they both sit at home supposedly looking for work..yea right...I told you a yr or so ago he might be selling...how else can he support them both and 2 dogs....he is back in his old stomping ground, when he used to as a teenager and smoke it as well... I will have to get online soon and us have a little chat on F/B Merry Christmas to you and your family....IRMA
