That needs to be your mantra. You can't waste your time trying to understand it because it is incomprehensible (even to them if they are honest with themselves). Keep the focus on you!
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11